Last night Andrew and I were talking about God's "perfect" plan. Before your alarms go off let me say that I firmly believe that God's plan is indeed perfect. Although I believe that His plan is perfect I think I am still allowed to speculate on it at times. I just do not understand the plan that He has for the Universe. It seems that if God wanted to make a point He could have done so much more easily. It seems that He could have avoided so much death.
Once again I say that I firmly believe God has a perfect plan. I also say that I do not understand His perfect plan for the Universe. Nor do I understand His plan for my life.
You know what? I feel good today. I still feel a bit lost when it comes to the decisions I must make everyday, but I feel good.
You know what? Tomorrow I might not feel good. Tomorrow I might still feel a bit lost when it comes to the decisions I must make everyday, but I might not feel good.
Feelings are dangerous. Live on the edge.
Life is not about feelings it is about right thinking. If we have no feelings then we are not alive.
I am as confused as ever, but somehow I am enjoying the journey.
God, why must there be so much dichotomy in our lives? How can we put away childish things and keep a child like faith?
No matter how many questions I have there is still one answer that satisfies me. John 3:16
"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." (Hebrews 10:23)
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